and i think i might miss you

I don't think of me as an ladylike and i find it difficult to hold onto people that mean a lot to me.I know that i am bad at receiving compliments,even if they make me smile...and that i suck i showing how i feel ,and i don't remember the last time a wasn't nervous.There are probable a hundred girls just like me,with same problems,but this is how i feel.And i would like to think that you would care...